I just got back from class a little while ago and have no desire to start my homework yet. It's been a stressful couple of days and I really want to just chill and play with my dogs. I thought I'd take an opportunity to vent a little on here. School is going pretty good, I suppose. My love life is going REALLY great at the moment :) I met an amazing guy who I adore and who equally adores me. But for some reason I've been out of control stressed and anxious for the last two days. Poor Jenn has had to listen to it nonstop and I LOVE her even more than ever for being patient with me. One thing I'm learning about law school is that people seriously underestimate cute, blonde girls. And it's frustrating. I rarely speak in class, because as the saying goes: I'd rather be silent and thought a fool than heard and known a fool. But I've found that when I do speak, no one in class or in groups takes me seriously even if I have a really valid point. It's slowly beating me down. My new favorite guy listens and takes me seriously, as does my close group of friends, but that's a very small minority of people. It's really getting me down. On top of that, there's a new guy and, even though it's going so extremely great, it really stresses me out. The idea of possibly getting my heart broke one more time is honestly almost too much to handle. And that fact that we have all of our classes together is adding to that stress. So I keep freaking out about everything. I've been really tired lately, maybe that is part of it.
On a happier note, besides the amazing new guy, I've made some really great friends. That makes school a lot easier to deal with. They're mostly guys, of course, but they're great people. I gravitated towards a group of people who are a lot like me. The one probably most unlike me is the one I'm seeing, he's pretty straight laced and studious...but OH SO PRETTY. We're talking model pretty. And he's a ton of fun and silly and sweet and fairly perfect :) Hopefully he sticks around for a while. I need to go get to work on my homework. Once again, sorry there's not a lot of humor or wit going on today...I'm just not really in the mood. I needed to vent. And Frank and Beans are passed out cold again, hahaha. All they do is sleep when I'm home because I'm home for like 2 hours a day and they don't sleep much when they're outside. Let me see if I can rouse Beans to say hello...
Beans: Ugh. Owner. Is. An. Idiot. I'm going back to bed to continue dreaming about world domination. Ugh. And owner is stressing out about school. What she doesn't realize, however, is that I could teach her everything she needs to know and more! Haha, but I WILL NOT share my intelligence with such a petty human being. Ugh.
Frank: Zzzzzzzzzzz........
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
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